When you gained all the confidence and the strength to believe in something
&
It breaks....
When it is strong already, it breaks.... that is the time where it cannot be "back to the normal"
That is what i am feeling now
I was already building up all the strength and mindset.
And suddenly it breaks.
On the verge of going berserk, Frankly.
I have no idea on what's is going to happen.
But one thing for sure,
It cannot be repaired.
Once broken considered BROKEN.
There are simply too much and MANY things "souring" me
I have no idea what are the things that will "sweeten" things already
That's the thing, at one point of time, i am motivating myself to be strong
and i did get stronger.
But then... One point of time, your motivation level drops to 0
What are you going to do?
I felt LOST.
Frankly... I wanna leave.
Here.
And just rest.
