it's a long time ever since i updated this space

through these weeks. many things made me think deeply into them

sometimes,you think they are your support... but it turn out that it is not

and i taught myself about this sentence:

never remeber them when they don't bother about remembering or informing you things.

it sucks to feel what i am trying to say.

PROVEN : by me

just like a chinese saying. others treat you like shit. why bother to treat them like god? maybe you should do it like an eye for an eye

and i have think things straight.

i just got to be fk-ing independent.

and i would be glad to spit on people who desperately need people to accompany them to do minor things.

i will spit at you and be glad that you could still talk to my butt

i know i sound arrogant.

i want to be an arrogant person and ignorant enough to ignore shitty stuff

and opps. i became a shopaholic.

darn it :(/ it's like changing my wardrobe as if there is a season to follow.

grrr... maybe i need to freeze my card!!!! :(