seriously, i really miss studying.

yea.. indeed... once you lose it, then you will start to be remorseful and wonder why you never want to do that...

life is so unpredictable

who knows one day you will get knocked down.

indeed. today.. while traveling back home

a stupid taxi uncle almost knocked me down. -,-

the green man is still on.. and yet he still drove towards me

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sometimes i start to ponder.

why must i do it?

or maybe why shouldn't i do it?

but i know for sure. it will be a painful thing for me and everybody

i am trying hard enough to not feel affected.

but sometimes when i have nothing to do. i start to mull over it.

thats when i become pissed

i know i should see things wider. -,-

freak that. sometimes why should i be concerned over how you feel when you don even try to understand how i feel uh

i am tired of being a saint.

maybe i am not a saint from the start

i know i know. i sucks to the core.