Last week was a killer week

Tired

Is what i can describe it

The start of the week is totally horrible

I didn sleep a wink last night

My eyes was wide open

No matter how hard i tried to sleep

Music aren;t a help

Neither is closing my eyes

What will help?

I am not sure too

I know it is bad for me

But actually i also don want it to happen on me

Who would want dark circles below their very unique eye?

And Be terrrible of it

Suffering from it

inadequate rest

I am really tired

physically and mentally

But i just couldn;t get myself to sleep

I guess i really didn sleep more than 3 hours from yesterday till now

and i am still feeling very awake

i am scared that tonight i may not be able to get myself into bed

i know if this continue

You may have to visit me in a hospital

...

I am not ignoring the dangers of it

but i just couldn;t get myself into bed.

I am real tired.

When i have the chance to rest

It just carn;t get the body to rest.

Off.

All the best to my "sleep" hours.