Couldn't sleep now

Maybe she 's right

i think too much about undone stuff

which can be later then do

i am so envivous of my cousin.

She had a flight to paris

her butt is stuck on plane from 2250 till the next day 2 in the afternoon

that's what i have been wishing for

i felt lousy these few days

i got fruastrated easily these dew days

but i swallow it down anyways.

i don wanna vent on other people

I felt lousy infront of the class.

Deadline pushed behind again and again

Lousy is what i describe with

is sickening

I hate it

but all i know is, i have to get things done ALL

die die by this friday

if not next week onwards. i cannot

cos of the bloody palu ubun camp

ITS BLOODY

.

i wasn't myself these few days

ME was wandering seriously.

I wanna find ME back

Now me is only a half of it

hopefully i will find it back

i wanna shout it loud,

i wanna fly

i wanna sit on the double decker bus foreever

i wanna be with my ham ji peng everywhere i go

i wanna grow up

i wanna work

i wanna be confident

i wanna be smart, not actiing smart when i am not

i wanna learn to be gracious

i wanna learnt to be thanks giving

i wanna learn to be thankful

i wanna learn to accept everything and challange it

There's so many things i wanna learn

And i tell you, i won;t give up

Becaause i gotta ham ji peng and all

i am not going to let the matter of fact that the class is making me fed up and

that causes me to have glum face everywhere i go

i tell you that's SHIT

It will NEVER EVER happen on me

Trust me

I have faith with myself and i know it for myself

you think i look weak

You are wrong, i am strong

for all the disheartening comments i am going to learn every single word and letters in it

and that CP in class, is just throwing stuff to me and putri?!

dedications, class keys

I don wanna say anything

I just help for the sake of helping.

i got KAYPO award marhs

LOLS!

I wanna sleep.

Today was a long day

tomorrow will be one too!

sians

Byes.