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Hello and Good Bye my little Star
Tuesday, October 17, 2017
So close yet so far now...We are terribly sorry that you have been scarificed for our mistake. Tho you have brought miserable and unbearable days. But i would exchange those for you, star I hope you will be watching us far up. A bright shiny star Shining our path ahead Making it brighter.. Or lighting any of our darkest days ahead With many loves... We love you. Overcome or ignore it?
Sunday, July 9, 2017
Things that you dislike and the things that cross your boundary. Even if it's in the past Would you accept it and forget about it? Or will you decide to ignore it? How would you convince yourself that it has happened and it will never happen again? Assurance does the job. But it just haunts you. Probably because it matters a lot or the thought of it hurts a lot.
Sometimes, I wonder if trust and faith is a non-perishable "item"
Or can it become a non-perisheable "item"
Choices...
Friday, February 3, 2017
 Thinking back... Looking at what you are enjoying now... I regret not choosing you back then. If only i had decided with you in the very first place. How Long More???
Thursday, April 7, 2016
 I conquered so far... And it seems like it is another long and challenging road... Its is tiring. I hope to see hope again. Be Strong
Thursday, March 10, 2016
 Supported me along the way through this journey - to call this place a home. Frankly, i am still amazed that this miracle happened. Faith. Trust. Courage. Determination. This thing would usually me put me to a state of blank but now have instantly brighten my day. Thinking back. I am glad that i have pulled this through. The tears, determination and hope i have in all this. Its gonna be another long journey ahead. Tough decisions to make. But i know i will be able to make it through. Just almost exactly one year ago. Things start to become haywire. Probably with the nonsense going on in my life. I can't seem to love people, exclusively. I am consistently troubled. Of course, it takes two hands to clap. What is meant to work out will make it through. You can't place a cat and dog in a same room every night like how a married couple will. Looking back. Things change so fast.
Work hard for what you want because it won't come to you without a fight.
Home
Thursday, January 14, 2016
Finally, this is the time i can call this place my home.
After ~17 years of struggling, i am absolutely thankful that i am given a chance to officially call this place my home.
Where else can i say it's home?
Only here.
Nowhere but here.
Things are starting to be good.
Tina, stay positive.
Charismaaaa
Sunday, April 19, 2015
 To some extend. Some characteristics are becoming attractive. I guess they used Charisma to describe it. Ironic. You start to stare at these ppl more often. I guess... Somehow of what. You are just attracted to their. Aurora...? Probably The Strong feel i guess. Strong in both mentally and physically. Who doesn't yearn for people who are stronger. Finding
Sunday, March 22, 2015
I guess everyone just need that one person,to let you wind down when you are off the hectic life. But can u really find this person? I guess its difficult. Although it's someone that will simply give you break when you are having the shit life; giving a "breathing space". It seems like mission impossible. 就像：给我一点呼吸的空间。 在工作已经要喘不过气了，私人的时间不要让她也喘不过气。 Something simple yet hard to look for. I guess everyone is in the quest to look for that person. Some found and settled down eventually. Some never found and made the wrong choice.
I start to ponder if i made the wrong choice.
i dont see any future
Do we rmb?
Monday, March 16, 2015
Remember the times when everything seems to be so sweet?When they treat you like a jem. When you really meant the world to them. I guess everyone just need that little reassurance. If someone else has a beautiful item, and you find yours normal and ordinary. You have no idea how normal and ordinary can it stay with you. Beau have got you enchanted for a moment. But how long can it stay beautiful? A handsome / pretty person will not stay that way for a decade. A good heart will also not stay good and nice. But along the way, certain conditions may "over-rule" it. No one's perfect. But who do you find to fill up the imperfections? Or let them bring you down with their imperfections? How to "stay gold" when nothing gold can stay? How do you know the true self and be the best when no one empower you to be better. O' ye you need to be empowered yourself. But other varying factors does affect right?
The truth is more important than the facts.
Strangers again.
Thursday, March 5, 2015
what are we now? i don know... wonder why...
Saturday, February 28, 2015
Everyone has the same. Why do i find myself envying others more.It's not just that i am trying to compare.. But there must be something that did not make me happy at all. Where were u when i needed u. Care and concern. You wonder why
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
People changes with time. Time changes everything.This will just go on and on. When one of the thing stops telling. The other stops listening. When one stops listening. The other will find it redundant. This is when you realize, you completely stop caring. You question if the thing ever exist. Why cant you tell the thing? Be it small or uncertain. Have you ever tot how it feels like to be the thing. Because when one do not tell, time after time. Everything changes unknowingly. No one is at fault then. Time is to be blamed. being in the bottom
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Life is never fair to begin with.I was hoping that it was rephrased as: Life WAS never fair to begin with. If only, i was able to use that sentence to describe my current state... Then god was kind enough to let a miracle happen. Yeah. As stated. Miracle; a phenomenon.Since when you get to witness a phenomenon? Just trying to comfort myself with this in mind. I have yet to reach the lowest point of my life. Nothing good is gonna happen until i reach the lowest point of my life. (And i really meant the extreme lowest point) i mean.... After all this shit, Am i not in deep shit? I know the world isn't fair, but why isn't it ever unfair in my favor? Life is never fair, and perhaps it is a good thing for most of us that it is not. An express ticket
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
All i wish for.is an express ticket to end all this shit. looking back
Monday, April 7, 2014
Who don't look back?Everyone does... Hoping that you did better. But no matter how remorseful you. One fact remains. You cannot go back in time to change anything. Appreciate the things that you have now. By the way.... Since when human was taught to appreciate things? By nature we don't. We learn to this feeling...
Sunday, April 6, 2014
No one will ever understand the person's situation unless...They experienced the same thing.... The only thing to make you feel better is to.... Count the people who stay with you. Learning to count my blessing no matter what. How can one learn to stay strong when hope is destroyed as days goes by... for years. Giving up is the only tot you have in mind. And if you choose to brave up and face it. You will be tired as days passses. to the point that, you have no idea. What the fark did you do in your previous life, that brought shit to your life.. Like literally real shit. Life is never fair. i hate this.
just so tired that i hope i can close my eyes.
And never wake up.
i know i am selfish.
but this make me feel better for a moment.
The art of communication
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
 The breakdown in communicating just means Misunderstandings. Argh, since when humans are the best in communicating? never mastered this. It's going to breakdown anyways. talking about fairness
Monday, February 10, 2014
Talk about being fair.
We never learn to strike a balance between being fair.
Are we happy?
When was the last time you laugh your hearts out?
Are we really happy?
Truly happy or happy with the advancement of technologies?
For instance;
I am happy cos i just got this gadgets and all.
I mean really???
3 things i ought to have learnt.
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
1. Learning2. Reflecting 3. Doing it right. When will we humans learn from our lessons? We never. Because we are a bunch of greedy people. I hate this dark side of us. I am still learning to be nice. Giving willingly. Sharing without feeling irritated. When will we all human become a better person? A better human... Resulting in... Perhaps a Better human race. No suffers. Everyone is and are ; loving, sharing and caring. If this was a movie
Friday, December 13, 2013
 This phrase is very familiar huh. We humans like to think and make use of it. We make assumptions and thoughts, with a "if only" basis. Why are we not facing the truth? Because the truth hurts. And you just don't want to be hurt. If only... This was a movie I will: - make it the best - make sure it is a drama - as simple as what people think.
Can you tell me what you told me last year?
You might stand a chance.
I think. Not sure. i am confused.
Not sure if i am using you or what. But i definitely have the other you in my heart and mind.
However, if you come back telling me the three magic words.
I will be happy. Very happy.
But i know it is impossible. Because you have embarked on another beautiful journey with someone else. |